135

starting from 1st june till september 2008 bus number 135will loosing one loyal passenger. during that 3 months time, whenever i see 135 it will remind me of her. tonight will be my last ride on 135 service till she s back in town. oo gosh, why ist hard for me to let her go and say goodbye. why i can t be calm like the way i am before. why am i being so sensitive. and why cant i be relax and cool like i used to be.

oo gosh im lost...

tumbling

yesterday i saw the sun,
today i might see the rain,
because of me words im tumbling down into the river and the pain she felt feels through my veins. tho theres a fires burning in her still i can see beauty in her face.
i put you high in my life, admitting me fault is the hardest part in my life, she deserves to be sad, i deserve to be punished.

its hard to be perfect, but we learn from mistake.

that s why we still together happily
in the blue blue sky

thanks dear
life wouldnt be the same without you
and ill cry a river if you want too.
shows how meaning full..your love
to me

live in old trafford

born in america, a song writer, guitarist and a singer.


he was born to run


and im in tunnel of love

every day is V DAY.

a mug of coffee and a packet of crips.

daaa, another day gone. she is sleeping on her bed maybe dreaming of me, dreaming the day when we were together. it was fun when you were by my side. to accompanied me whenever i need some one to be with, a person that share all the passion with, the person that made me smile, the person that wipe out me tears when i cry. now i realise the defination of patience. thanks to GOD. i think i met the right women of me life...so far.

it might to early for me to say,but the chemistry between us...are so unbelievable.

i hope the feeling will continue as long it would be and it will be grow fonder day by day. she might be young, she might be fragile, she might be naive but for me the way she treat me and the way she brought her self in my life comfortably really made me feel so lucky.

so what next?

ill blow my trumpet onto the air whenever i haf 5 k pound sterling and the day will come. lets pray for it and hopefully the end will be like what i wanted too..

I LOVE U SO MUCH MISS siti s***h amran..
from under the sea i see the pressure..

redemption

emancipate yourselves from mental slavery
none but ourselves can free our mind

if u do ask me?

bloody hell!! i couldnt believe it.. tho our motto this year is believe 2008. what can i say more,even my girlfriend stood up by me side and hugged me.slowly she whispered to me ears, tonight is the night that you will never forget. your team won the champions league and im by yourside. make sure you tell our children in future that we were there in the city, in the MEN arena, where all the UNITED true red army UNITED together.



it made me think for a sec and quickly i answered to her..hunny definately you gonna be my wife sooner or later, and you already part of it. i love you like i do love for united. ...sounds a bit weird, i love u more hunny, but for sure u could understand me anyway, how passionate me to UNITED.


speechless blogging later...

sugar coated buttered up life

run you silly boy


yesterday wasnt my day, today might be slightly different, tomorrow i might be dead. clock ticking away and every single sec past away just like that KABOM! anything change still the same. sitting alone in this tiny small room what so called a living room cum kitchen. spent 24hours in it however thankful to me mates for allowing me to stay for a short period at least and maybe the coming months im so gonna be one of them as well. its quit bright outside but the weather kind a chill me down and slowly i covered me self with my blue sleeping bag just to keep me down...

shit

i need to get out of my self, at least get out from the cage. its been a while i never spend my good ample time alone. love to be all alone at least i could figure out wht to do tomorrow or even better the day after tomorrow. the reds gonna play the blue tomorrow and hopefully the magic of the young portugese and the never say die argentinian and korean could lift up the team into glory. i am here.. to support the team that i support since i ve been introduced to the english football. proudly saying im not a fooking glory hunter like what people used to say to me, i am pure, i am fanatic, i am lunatic, i am truly footy lover that only adore the red the only team in the world. the determination of the team, the players including all the staff ( i could say im part of it consider my self cuz i work for them) to make changes and start to make the different really got into and not forgetting their historics part. whenever we achieved what we aim for, the feeling is so irresistable.. i could say its much more better than sex. its like an orgasm tho im still a virgin,where i guess so..



alot of bla bla bla here and there, you guys know which team do i mentioned all about.

yet, i tasted the bitter of life and i had enuff of it and when can i taste the sweetness of licorice...

life is so pathetic...how could i wish if one day a royalmail man knock up the door and sent me an invitation letter from any MN FOOKING C company wanted me join and work for them..

sorted

life as a talib boys

woke up at 6 am, just to make sure i can be the first one to enter the bathroom so that i could arrive school before the bell ring. at least 1o min before half 7, i had my brew and my early breakfast..as a dessert two sticks of cig.how i miss those moment.

uni days
life were not the same as above neither below.

worked
sucks and tired. doomed!!!!

life after death
heaven

aint it beautiful. color it your self. i slept for the whole day. wasted!! and fucked it. what to do for tomorrow..tomorrow is just another day. snoring and whispering to me self while sleeping. didnt recall what did she said to me ...

people come people go..

life is like a packet of sugar, a bottle of mustard, a bottle of pepper, a bottle of ketchup and a bottle of vinegar. its so obvious that chips, fries or steak needed. if we want to taste the real meaning of life a bucket of bad, good , worst experience needed. life is like a roller coaster like what she used to say to me. but live the life to the max so that we can be more mature to face it in the future.

politic is the last place for you to be get into if you want a normal decent life. it will complicated your life tho u might be seen super happy rich person driving a Cadillac in Sunday morning with an open roof top.but for real they just wont stop begging to god for a real happiness and so it is.

im 26 and still searching for the real meaning of life. don't look back keep on sailing...


searching the meaning of life......



transporting my self into the highway, searching the fastest and shortest way to my destination tho its still blurry...

fuck it

im not good in writing when i want to express my feeling. actually i got nothing to write about. life in UK remain the same. my current status still a jobless. i ve been to 30 like interviews so far still no success. what is masters degree to you if u aint got a job. i dunno what to do..my good mate comin end of this month. so it might help me to keep on stayin here in manchester..need more extra money. so far so good..she might be leavin in 12 days...we ll see how long can i stay here without her by my side...

leavin on a jet plane

im fuck..so fuck it!!!