......

current situation make me feel like blogging again. i feel like goin to a place where no ones there.all the pressure make me feel like jumping from the highest building in town and dissappear in a sudden. oo gosh why cant i be four people at the same time.

leg bol

ayres lads cant wait for the action.

we just got our new team jersey like 5 mins ago and its green. black bal like what dali said. mojo or vibe gonna be different this time..we think that we can win this saturday. hopefully.

38 and 42nd street roks tonight. now i cant feel my legs, and my feet hurts.

mandi and then go to bed. another long day tomorrow, but for sure i cant wait this saturday cuz its gonna be our first year anniversary together, and the place that im goin was the place i met her for the first time.

with the black magic that u have hopefully nothing bad happen to me and play safe.

old boys..

it will end sooner or later. met the lads from liverpool.

the big boys played loudly song again. spending more and more times wth the lads made me feel younger day by day. at last we met again. wicked. mr vacuum seems happy with his new boys. mr blur hunting for shuttle cock foods. mr barai still the same old barai looking for FONG. and me, enjoyed all the moment.

i still cant believe that nik and pisgus are here in uk. they turned ma room upside down and somehow i like it. amazing. its happening..niks room used to be our destination in malaysia, but in uk everyone gathered at 62 ayres. in ma sexy room.

we jammed all night long...end up with a most depressing song. oo man the emo guys are back. so UK u better watch out.. attention to all bands..the emergence of sji boys will be in your town soon...


PS : so what if im happy?

I LOVE MCR

sept

every september...every september..

september 2006 doom day for me
september 2007 started to move on
september 2008 im being stupid...

september supposed to be one of the best month because at the end of it is my sayang birthday. come on man, please dont be such an asshole anymore. she loves you more than anyone used to love you. she care bout you. she even take a good care of yourself more than she care bout herself. all the things she done were just to make sure that you can keep on smiling and laughing like the way u always do.. she always pray for you. she even love your family. and guess what, even your family love her. stop being a kid. stop pointing your fingers to her when something aint satisfied you. talk to her. calm her down. she s so gonna be a women in your life. so treat her like an angel. because she s the only one who will on continue supporting you no matter what.

ask yourself...DO you deserve to be with her?u lucky poor thing

YES I DO!!!!!!

first ramadhan

"YA ALLAH KAU JAUH KAN LAH ANASIR ANASIR JAHAT DARI DIRINYA"

maybe its me!!!!!!!

fasting

the most thing that i couldnt resist during fasting month is plucking my nose during the day. i love to do it. its kind a habit for me that i couldnt stop. the feeling of plucking, plunging or digging is indescribable.some people might think its a bit disgrace full and rude less to do it in public but for me everyone haf the rite do so. same goes to me. you guys maybe do it in the toilet, at home or somewhere theres nobody around you. but me, i just do it when i feel like too. how are u going to stop the itchiness in your nose. once you clear all the " dust" in your nose, than you can breathe easily.and this help me a lot. that is why me got no problems of breathing...so far..

there are so many way to clearing the dust in your nose..by scratching your nose hardly so that it could get out it self. or maybe you can just try your luck by blowing it out.but ive chosen my way.

plucking it out slowly and enjoying the arts..

selamat berpuasa.

my love

she s here. but unfortunately i haf no time for her. she returned to manchester last two days, but sometimes i feel like she s still in malaysia.i just cant believe that shes back in town. me busy with my work and i left her alone with her crazy old housemate. i wish i could save her from the chaotic. the feeling way too different than before. oo my god. i do miss her...i miss her alot.

i wish i could be next to her every single day but i cant. somehow i can feel the way she felt.

alrite, tomorrow gonna be another busy day for me. but for sure im so gonna spend my few extra times before i start my hell day in the restaurant.

i did plan a short trip to scotland this weekend with her. hopefully everything gonna run smoothly as i planned.

i love u sarah.

gossip girl

meeting and training day for new staff in red cafe' end up with chatting and gossiping bout each others.... this sunday gonna be our first match after 3 months break...see ya guys there!!


someone asked me : does your girlfriend feel kind a hot wearing that hijab?

i answered : without the hijab she still gonna feel hot

person who asked : ooo really, dont tell me that she think that shes hot!!

i replied : ooo no...she will always feel hot cuz shes with me..cuz, im HOT!!

same person : what ever RAF!!!!

...

some people couldnt imagine how mr RAF.. kind a naughty, grumpy, emotional, and mentally disorder guy could end up with an innocent, good looking, sweet, and religious girl like her..

for me, i thank god for everything, i deserve her cuz i know that im the best..

save the best for the last...

KK

anu bah...

disebab kan aku nak sambung ijazah aku terpaksa pergi ke sabah negeri di bawah bayu. macam macam benda baru aku blajar. kota kinabalu mmg ah tak sama cam mana kat kuala lumpur. semua benda lain. dari segi bahasa, pakaian, bentuk muka bumi, dan segalanya. tho masih lagi kat dalam malaysia tapi sekeliling dia mmg tak cam dalam malaysia.

yang paling best kat sabah..haha..aku jer lelaki yang ader dalam class tu. mula mula adalah 3 org lelaki, second semester jer terus tinggal aku sorang..apa lagi aku jer ah yang jadi hero kat dalam class tu. hahah..the most wanted man.


life kat sabah mmg best. aman damai and tak banyak masalah. mmg best. mana tak, rumah tepi laut wey, class tepi laut, tempat makan tepi laut. kalo lah satu hari nanti aku bleh bermaustatin kat sana mmg ah best.

kuala menggatal,kat situ ah aku tinggal selama 2 tahun setengah. kena sangat ngan perangai aku yang gatal..mmg just nice ah ngan penampilan aku..ahahhaa...terbaik.so satu hari nanti kalo aku dah kaya, aku nak ajak si dia pindah ke sabah pastu lepak and buat rumah kat bawah gunung kinabalu..ohoooo...terbaik....

pelajaran pertama utk penggunaan BAH..

bah boleh digunakan sama ada di awal percakapan, di tengah tengah atau pon di akhir...so kalo org yang tak tau nak guna bah tu harap harap jgn main tabur jer bah kat semua ayat. mmg ah buruk gile bunyi nyer....

contoh ayat : bah, marilah!!!
boleh BAH apis...!!!
jangan BAH......

U N I

cinta hati no 2...

aku kasik nama ko BORAT..dalam banyak banyak nama dorang kasik nama aku borat, maksud panjang bontot berat..aku pon tak tau ah asal bontot aku berat ker, ko ader timbang ker.tapi takder hal ah budak baru ah kan.ikut jer ah kata senior. borat diberi oleh cik IKAN..asal nama dia ikan pon aku tak tau, muka cam jawa ader ah, takde muka ikan langsung.

drama di uitm melaka mmg ah sangat muhibah. mcm mcm bangsa ader tho kat itm mana ader bangsa lain. tapi perangai semua bangsa ader. termasuk ah aku. yang lembik ader, yang perasan kuat ade, yang perasan hensem ader, semua ader ah. kalo budak badge aku yang lembik semua nyer kena ikat kat pokok getah masa tgh malam, pastu semua yang rasa nak sepak budak pondan aka bapok dipersila kan ah..aku jer tak lempang dorang..kesian plak aku rasa ngan dorang ni..ader yang jahat siap letak kerengga lagi kat badan mamat tu. sebab aku jer tak pergi, tu yang semua bapok sayang aku..habis ah satu itm tau yang aku sorang jer tak anti bapok..lantak p dorang ah. janji bapok ni tak kaco aku sudah..alih alih sebab kan tamparan jantan jantan blok aku tu ah yang buat si bapok ni dah kahwin and dah ader anak dah..hahah..kalo tak dulu, mak aiiii siap ader beg makeup tuuuu...hahhaha

perangai aku tetap gak ah sama cam zaman zaman budak dulu..bab mandi pagi mmg ah malas..lagi lagi class pagi. shower kat blok budak laki ni tak pernah nyer yang elok..semua bermasalah. bukan tu jer, pintu pon takder tombol dan pengunci..so selalu nyer kalo nak mandi, kena ah buat style anjing, satu kaki tahan pintu satu kaki tahan badan ah nak berdiri..tak ke susah kalo camtu..kalo tak, konfem terbukak ah pintu tu..memula dulu aku mandi cam tu gak ah...tapi bila dah lama lama aku dah tak leh tahan sabar..yer ah kan...3 tahun ah kan aku nak kena duk situ..takkan nak mandi ala gaya camtu jer selamanyer..tak ker buat tebiat nama nyer..so aku jer ah mandi tak tahan pintu..kengkadang tu, ader jer org masuk tandas alih alih tgh gosok gigi depan cermin dorang nampak aku tgh mandi bogel...hahhahah..saper suruh ko tgk..tgk cermin tgk gigi dah ah...so bontot aku dah jadi tatapan umum ah gak..

gaya rambut aku zaman uni dah takder jambul dah..main sepah jer..mula aku umur 18 tahun, aku tak pernah pakai sikat rambut.sampai la ni ah juge aku tak sikat rambut. tarik sana tarik sini jer..sampai ader satu masa dalam dewan kuliah, disebab kan aku masuk lambat, lecturer tu panggil aku berdiri kat depan nak jadi kan aku contoh utk semua..bayang kan ader 6 class diploma dalam dewan kuliah tu dan semua nya satu kampus, aku dijadikan contoh..aku ingat lagi dia cakap, ini lah contoh budak lelaki zaman sekarang, pergi blajar tak kemas langsung,muka cam org bangun tido..apa ker bangang nyer lect tu ..dah mmg aku baru bangun tido, pastu g class..nama pon class pagi..takkan muka baru nak tido plak kan...

disebab kan dia, aku terus tukar penampilan aku..sebab dia nak buat aku jadi contoh gak ah utk minggu depan nyer class..dan aku pon ubah ah skit..kemas ah skit..minggu depan aku berubah..terus menjadi igauan satu uitm melaka..dah dorang nampak kekacakan aku..cam ner aku buat..

aku dulu tokey rokok..

kalo nak isap rokok kat blok lelaki.ko kena ader lesen. harga lesen RM 10 utk satu batang, tapi lesen ni boleh pakai seumur hidup ko kat blok ah..kalo ko tak amik lesen ko tak leh isap rokok kat blok..kira nyer, saper sajer budak yang nak isap rokok kena lah amik lesen kat aku..HAHHAA...mmg aku kaya. rokok dijual dengan harga rm 1 utk 3 batang..kira ok ah tu dulu..kalo nak murah dorang kena beli sendiri ah..tapi kalo ko budak baru masuk dah pandai bawak kotak rokok sendiri, and tak kantoi ngan aku bagus ah..hahha..aku mmg zalim..

yang pelik dorang semua sayang aku..uhuuuu....

soalan nyer...aku mengikuti kursus apa di UITM melaka...

SCHOOL

cinta hati no 1..

bangun pagi gosok gigi..
kalau dulu mak aku suruh aku gosok gigi before aku pergi sekolah. aku punyer lah malas nak gosok gigi. bukan apa malas nak bukak mata aku nak carik ubat gigi and berus gigi..sebab dulu, aku mandi dalam bilik mandi mak bapak aku DAN bilik mandi mak bapak aku selalu jer takder lampu..dorang cakap baru ah seksi..ALASAN... bilik mandi aku tersumbat dari aku lahir lagi. at last masa umur aku mencecah 21 baru mak ngan bapak aku nak betul kan bilik mandi aku. ko kira jer ah, baper tahun aku hidup aku share bilik mandi ngan mak and bapak aku. so pagi pagi dah bangun nak kena g skolah. skolah kalo dekat takper. ni jauh sial. kat tgh tgh ibukota. kalo lambat jer konfem ko duduk ah dalam jem asap ibukota. pukul 6 pagi jer mak aku dah jerit kan aku suruh bangun. aku akan amik 10 minit utk keluar dari selimut, dua minit depan tangga sementara nak amik tuala yang tengah bersidai. pastu 6 minit dalam bilik air,pandang air. disebab kan mak bapak aku ni antara ibu bapa yang konservertif, dorang didik aku untuk mandi air sejuk pagi pagi. dorang kata kalo mandi air sejuk lagi tambah segar. aku rasa itu semua alasan jer dorang tak nak beli heather air panas. ..chet..sampai la ni ah..tak pernah ah pakai heather air panas kat umah tu..

so lepas 6 minit termenung, masa utk berak plak..time ni best. aku mesti make sure aku gosok gigi sambil berak. tak tau ah sebab apa, cam dah jadi habit ah kan.rasa nyaman jer, so senang ah skit nak kluar. senang tak senang, at least aku amik masa gak ah dalam 1 minit lebih utk selesai kan bil tertunggak..oo tu mmg dah jadi tabiat aku, tak suka amik masa lama utk berbuang..nanti krem jubok...pastu rasa balik air takungan..mak aiii..sejukbai...nak tak nak, aku amik air satu gayung penuh, pastu aku curah atas kepala aku, rambut aku dan muka..badan tak kena..sebab apa..sejuk weyyyy...

so basically, aku mandi tak kena badan ah..paling paling pon kena kat leher jer, sebab mak aku bising dia cakap kalo baju skolah ko kuning kat leher tu aku tak nak basuh..dia cakap..so utk memastikan aku tak kena basuh baju skolah tu, and memudah kan kerje mak aku, aku make sure ah bahagian leher tu aku sabun ngan cermat...lepas selesai jer buat semua benda tu ..aku pakai ubat ketiak..

ubat ketiak..aku pon tak tau apa ah kebaikan ubat ketiak, tapi biasa ah..dah semua kengkawan kat skolah pakai aku pon pakai ah..baru ah up to date.pastu masuk bilik aku..aku gantung cermin baik nyer..depan cermin meja solek aku..konfem aku akan tepekkan sebanyak yang boleh CODE10 warna biru kat atas rambut aku so that aku boleh buat jambul yang terbaik nyer..rambut disikat rapi, yang depan tu kasi keras skit so that tak jatuh bila kena tiup angin...habis sikat rambut baru aku pakai tie and baju skolah..so aku pon dah siap.

aku turun bawah, makan sarapan : fav aku nescafe cicah roti jer dulu..sebab aku tau aku nak sampai skolah aku nak beli nasi lemak 50 sen kat kantin ngan air susu cokelat kotak..

pin pon!!

soalan nyer..pukul berapa aku sampai skolah and berapa lama aku nak siap kan diri aku utk pergi ke sekolah..

EPL

sakit dooo badan aku main bola..tapi takper at least aku score banyak and most of the goal mmg lah cantik..

on wednesday ader date ngan awek no 1. lama dah tak jumper dorang, lama dah aku tak bau manusia manusia mabuk minum budweiser, lautan merah, padang yang hijau dan juge aweks aweks aku. salah sorang dari aweks aku yang ramai tu tak sedar diri. sebok nak carik bf baru..pergi ah..ko ingat aku kisah ker dia nak g sana. pergi lah..aku tak hingin pon ko duk kat sini..perasan bagus, tanpa ko pon aku boleh bahgia bersama aweks aweks aku yang lain ok.

sayang nyer aku tak pat nak bawak si dia g tgk aweks aweks aku. kan best kalo aweks aweks aku ni nak date masa 18 haribulan ke atas. tapi takper lah yer sayang, nanti one day ab bawak ah juge awak ke sana ok.

bini lama kat malaysia aku dah lama tak update dah..last sekali yang aku tau dorang kalah piala FA. takder hal ah..

what ever it is, lagi dua minggu aweks aweks aku start perform, and paling best si dia pon balik ke sini..uhuuu...seronok nyer hati ini..

tak sabar rasanyer..

i love august. august is the month of love. the first movie we watched together august rush. malaysia independence day end of august. middle august shes here. so i love august.

onwards from august, bahasa malaysia will be the first language for me new post.

aku benci penjajah...

august rush

here comes the sun..lalala...

chicks galore..you can see chicks all over city today especially Piccadilly. everyone with their mini skirts, tubes even bikinis.

i think i need a rest or a vacation. while waiting for her, let me sleep as long as i could and please do wake me up when middle sept comes not sept..

ok august rush..how bout Aberdeen or portugal for a short trip..

peace

might carried up away. the sun rise from the tip corner of my window. my national flag waving high in the room. independence day just around the corner. but we still been corrupted by the naughty scumbag politicians. my country startin to collapse slowy day by day thats for sure. person A telling bad things bout person B, person B had an affair with person D while person C laughing at A, B and D. so now im not so sure about the definition of independent.

one of the reason why sometimes i feel like buyin a shot gun, a massive bomb that could explode the whole Parliament and a gun with unlimited bullets, so its gonna be easy for me to kill those bastards that ruin my country for the sake of their own fooking belly.

im not a rebel scum, im just a normal guy that would love to change the whole things back to what we used to be. why cant ABC and D live happily ever after. .it consists of four alphabets..if u sum up all together

A+B+C+D = its actually equivalent to LOVE..so be it..

dumb ass

PONEK

at last i have the chance to rest after two weeks of hard work. 3 days off, and i might travel down south to london on monday. its been a while i havent meet my relatives there. anyhow it depends on my mood.

tomorrow lunch with NING team. brainstorming on what should we do on promoting our restaurant to the crowds. we made such a good job. target been achieved. bosses were happy. total sales for two weeks GBP 13000. me myself collect GBP 340 tips for the past two weeks. how i wish i can get all the tips, but because we work as a team we have to share with all the staff. its ok..sharing is caring tho.

football calling. friendly match with BRAZIL team tomorrow. its gonna be the malaysianS vs PROHIBITION bar tender.( the brazillians). hope i can perform tomorrow. its been a while i havent play and kick a ball.

as for NING im starting to love me jobs, the owners start to put trust on me and im so happy for that. i will put all my afford to do the best for you bosses. im so gonna make sure that NING gonna be one of the well known restaurant for south east asian cuisine in manchester.

and to you my love, how bz i am i never stop missing u. you are the one that made me stronger day by day. your support and your courage. i heart you my dear. and to be honest i just cant wait for you. im counting days by days and hoping one day when i wake up from my dream u r in front of me and smiling towards me and telling me im back sayang...

pressure of happiness

............

azizah.a@hotmail.com: bye sayang I miss you and mak rindu anak mak sorang ni
azizah.a@hotmail.com: now ada adik je
me: me too
azizah.a@hotmail.com: lastly kalau ada problem do call mak ok
azizah.a@hotmail.com: ta da duit pun beri tahu just email or msn
me : naa its ok
me: just keep ur money k
me: jgn membazir sangat
azizah.a@hotmail.com: ok
me: insyallah ader rezeki skit apis hantar duit k
me: assalamualaikum
azizah.a@hotmail.com: nak balik beri tahu
me: daaa peluk cium apis kat mak..
me: i will
azizah.a@hotmail.com: bye dear and adik selau kata abang ta nakbeli adik jersey ke
me: insyallah
azizah.a@hotmail.com: nanti mak beri tahu mesti dia suka
azizah.a@hotmail.com: kenapa abang ta kirim sama Sarah
azizah.a@hotmail.com: dia adik abang sorang je
me: sebab masa tu apis cuma ader 20 poound jer utk hidup
me: and apis takder duit masa tu mak
me: and still berhutang ngan org
me: kalo ader duit apis dah beli dah mak..
azizah.a@hotmail.com: ta palah dia faham dia pun risau abangnya dia kata ta da duit abang balik lah
me: ok la mak ...apis tido ah dulu
me: kim salam apak and adik
azizah.a@hotmail.com: ok bye dear

my mum chatted with me this morning..as usuall she kind a worried bout me. but the main reason was just wanna let me know, when can i start paying my debt. she keep on mentioning bout my dad who doesnt have work anymore.retired old man , and he already spent a huge amount of his saving accounts for me and for my studies...

mortgaged our house and get some extra money from the bank...and now they hoping that with my masters degree i could get a better job with big salary...but im jobless...how am i going to pay their debt.

now im kind a worried....

im so gonna postponed my things first.its time for me to sacrifice my self. still a long long way to go..dun worry ill sort all the things out..

deep inside me, i miss my mum and my dad...i had a bad bad dream lately..hopefully nothing gonna happened to both of them..ya allah kau selamat kan lah ibu bapa ku..

yang benar..anak yang bingung.

not living in denial

there is a certain way men should stare to a women he loves . like a boy on his birthday. treat her as she was the gift.that he waited so long to open and he cant wait to see what inside.

i have no doubt of waiting. waiting for her to be mine. it might take two, three years or maybe longer than that. sooner or later she will be mine. ill be the king of her heart forever. she made me feel like the way i wanted too. ,

a men like me is so sensitive. maybe the error of gender went wrong somewhere or maybe i haf a heart of women.in other view maybe im kind a wild party animal like a lion tho,still she managed to tame me like a kitten.

should i give reason why do i love her so much?

distance might separate us at the moment. how i miss all the thing about her while she were by myside. but my heart is with you that is why i still can feel ur breath. i still can hear your voice whispering on both ears. telling me that im your precious.

a girl like sarah doesnt come everyday in your life. thank GOD and how lucky i am. dont say anything cuz maybe ill ruin everything later..learn on how to trust ur heart.

i love you SARAH.

pak samad daughter

Cheryl Samad's youth belies a wealth of experience, stretching all the way back to her appearance in a TV commercial for Magnolia ice-cream at the tender age of four. An accomplished presenter, Cheryl cut her teeth as a VJ on music programs MTV No Limits and MTV Pulse, before moving on to acting, securing lead roles on dramas like Astana Idaman and Table for Two.

Table for Two was my fav series.her acting made me feel like falling in love with her everysingle time.. i used to wish that one day i can be her bf or what so ever..haha..she was my first malaysian celebrity crushed..

i guess i still do love her acting until now..

ps: ms. gf, u still my number one darling.

RA D IOHE_AD

first of all, what a superb performanced by RADIOHEAD. it was like a dream come true to see thom yorke leading RADIOHEAD infront of me. it worth every penny. every single penny. at last i spent my hardwork job salary with satisfaction. i satisfied. and satisfactory to me...

luckily i only spent 25quid for the concert.

15 step for satisfactory..

1.stay in UK
2.work hard( to earn money)
3.live near to the concert ground
4.checked the concert tix prices on internet
5.always be patient
6.have a good friend to work things out..( thanks jal)
7.wake up early in the morning
8. go to stockport.
9. have a friend name ferus..to bring us to stockport
10. collect ticket
11. drive back to manchester
12. haf your lunch before concert starts
13. find a space in the crowd
14.make friends with random peoples.
15. open wide ur eyes, listen to the beat, and free ur mind..

B.A.R.A.I

boring

8,967 words in one and a half days. at last business proposal for ...G completed by me..

abstract DONE!
objectives..DONE!
mission....DONE!
idea and concepts...DONE!

marketing strategy..DONE!
SWOT ANALYSIS....done!!
marketing mix...DONE!!

politics issue..DONE!!
management..DONE!!
flyers..DONE!!
website..DONE!!
brouchers..DONE!!

pricing..DONE!!
product development...DONE!!

FINANCIAL PLANING...done!!!

if im a consultant who work in an established company, im sure they will pay me at least 5k POUND sterling for consultant fees. but at the moment they only going to pay me on hours basic, where i only can get 5pound per hour for the report..alhamdulillah.

so basically im too tired to think about it, i have a meeting this evening at 6pm and its already 11 am. hmm...24hours awake and it is time for me to rest..see ya later ANDY!!

MBus GLOBAL BUSINESS ANALYSIS..

smoking access

money is like ciggy.burn up fast, leave ashes and buds in the ashtray. no money no glory..when can i enjoy my life with all the money that i earned from all of the rubbish hard work job ?

life as a city boys

was born in kuala lumpur. the city that never sleep. how i miss KUALA LUMPUR. whenever i think about the foods, the peoples, the traffic jams, the buses, there s no place like KUALA LUMPUR. there are so many good things and memories in KUALA LUMPUR. 24 years i lived in KUALA LUMPUR. make me a wise man. for me to livin in manchester is far way easy compare living in KUALA LUMPUR. once u can survive to live in KUALA LUMPUR definately u can survive anywhere in the world. i love my city.even st.john institution located in the centre of KUALA LUMPUR. 11 sweet memories years.st john institution and convent jalan bukit nanas, hutan simpanan bukit nanas and KUALA LUMPUR TOWER. all in one. gathered in one place. nothing that i can asked for more. its like 20 minutes walk to KLCC, SG.WANG, and currently PAVILLION.



during school days, LIFE AS A SJICB was the pin point for me to be like the way i am now. performed infront thousands of people during band competition, merdeka parade, they cheering for you and enjoying your performance could give me a goosebumps whenever i had a tot about it. such a wonderfull memories. i love my band mates, i love my school buddies, i love those babes in cbn who helped us the boys from SJI to be a man like the way we are now. cheer, jeers are normal to us. thats why we are still together like brothers and sisters.




it supposed to be 1999 marching band competition.me and my brother were part of SJICB


a few things about st john institution :

One of the school that still stands tall in the city St John's Institution, located on Bukit Nanas and surrounded by Kuala Lumpur's skyscrapers. St John's celebrating its centenial annivesary in 2004 ( 1904-2004)

The school is famous for its main block building - a red-brick building with Grecian-Spanish influences - which has been classified as a heritage building. It is the most elaborate school building in the city.

St John's was started when the federal capital's Catholic mission's efforts to set up a school for catholic boys came to fruition. Prior to that, Catholic boys attended either the Bukit Nanas Convent or the Victoria Institution (a rival school to St John's till this day), which was set up in 1893. Older boys attended the Victoria Institution, a Protestant school, much to the distress of Father Renard of the Catholic mission in Kuala Lumpur. He eventually collected enough money to build a school. On Jan 18, 1904, St John's had its first school day. Forty boys attended and the number grew to 100 within six months.

In the last 100 years, thousands of boys and girls - girls were admitted for Form 6 - from all walks of life were schooled at St John's. Royalty, children of prime ministers, politicians, merchants and civil servants went to school together. The school produced students who went on to make names for themselves in various fields. Indeed, the old-boys roll reads like a Who's Who of Malaysia.

career wise in KUALA LUMPUR. as a young product executive in MALAYSIA AIRLINES really helped me to build my confident. meeting with agents, hoteliers, gave me the chance to build my network in the travel business industries in MALAYSIA. i was a hot prospect in the industry, a well known young executive in KUALA LUMPUR. until one day i got a better offer from a chinese company who willing to take me as a head of department for muslim specialise in CHINA market. i groomed my self to be a calibre marketers and i did. almost every travel agent in KLANG VALLEY know my name. 1.5million sales turnover for 6months and i did it on my own.money is nothing for me.

im in manchester got a master degree and im jobless. but currently im doing a business proposal for **** to build up a travel consultant here in UK. the idea and concepts will be different this time. but im sure if everything run smoothly everything will back to my normal days like i used to be before..what a pathetic life innit...up and down..

and this time i have to start it all over again.

we ll see

im so f***** when thinking bout my future. almost a year im here in UK and still jobless. most of my mates already in another stage of life while me busy with my job hunting. where should i go? how far can i go?

what should i do.sucks in making decision. getting older day by day.ooo god show me some clue please.

should i fly back to malaysia in my comfort zone. start all over again..AND I KNOW..kuala lumpur is my city..the city that will never let me down..

dutch masters

france'..who are ya!!after beating down italy last few days now its time for FRANCE to feel gutted. both team need to win on their last match and hoping the romanians loose to the oranje'. possibly the line up for upcoming match wont be the same. no pressure cuz the ORANJE already qualified for the knock out stage.

to italians and french supporters wish u guys all the best..

viva romania!!

the oranje'

yeah..what a match.!! dutch won their first match againts the azzurris, azzurri who? world cup champion huh?3-0 man. what a game. if i have 40 quid, the orange jersey color definately be mine.

sorry houdin..maybe next time...

GONE

carphone warehouse called. in a few hours i wont be able to call or receive phone call from anybody i guess. thats what they said..oo goshh

how long can i survive, life without money. why ist so hard for me to get a job?

in her own creation prison

if i wish i can save you from the room of boredom i will.missing you here


small kids talk like shit. if you are younger than me like 3 years younger or below do mind of your words while talking to elderly people. you might think dat you are super hot ass coolest dooper dude, but come on you aint know nothing compare to us who had experience dealing with some kind of bad ass shit situation. you may speak up what you want to say, but have you realise on how to deal with it and speak it up in a good manner or in a good way. some older people might just ignore you all the way but some might give you a big hand of favor and make you shut your mouth up., or even worst you will end up being alone on your own fooking world.

think before you curse!!

lets the game begin

EURO 2008

im not so in the mood for euro 2008 because ENGLAND did not qualified for this year tournament. for 3 weeks all the ENGLISH players they will spending their quality time either with their loves one or just seat back and relax enjoying watching euro 2008. as a lesson for ENGLAND football team to be one of the finest, start practicing on how to score a goal and defend it properly..especially the GOALKEEPER..

to be part of euro 2008, im gonna support the ORANGE team, netherland,dutchland and i reckon they gonna win this year tournament..

eurotrip

enough of feeling sucks..just enjoy ur euro 2008 and your summer here in manchester. my wish list :

pack ur backpack, hip hoping all over europe either alone or with friend and then lets your soul fly high..

lets do it!!!

deco

since 3rd march 2008 ive been moving around. me got no place to stay. as a nomad person you feel sucks. imagine, you have 2 full loaded luggages to carry all over manchester finding a place to stay. used to stay at me aunt's place but she said im not welcome after a month staying with her. what a headache. she promised me mum.. she said i can stayed with her and i dont haf to worry for accomodation. but somehow shit happens.





thats what friends are for.
luckily i have a bunch of good friends.. overstayed at their place ...end up, im one of their housemate. and now i can take out all of my clothes and hang it on. no more clothes in suitcase luggage or what so ever. now i haf a room tho i haf to share with one of me buddy but its not a probleml, at least i could save some money for the rent, bills, expenses and etc. .. you guys are really my brothers...love u man.

89 ayres

is a local station for everyone. who ever need a place to stay they never say NO. everyone are welcome to stay like what they did to me. no matter what problem they( 89 lads ) are facing still they never stop laughing and welcoming everyone to their house. mess...

cuz theres a lot of people coming in and coming out, the house interior..messy all the time, but still they live happily together.



in the picture from left : rAa , jarl, madude and kazato

so as a new comer, a new tennant, new housemate i promised to me self to keep this house clean all the time. i love my new crib..

back in my dream dream world

it took me 4 days to arrive back home after a several intermission. friday the holy day..lets pray for the unforgiven and the unexpected..

happy birthday to me mum.. MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU MUMMY!!

do you haf a tenner mate?

DO YOU have a tenner mate? why did you ask me for a tenner bud?

a tenner( 10 pound ) you could get a bag of green herbs. thats how the local people who sell a small packet of weed in UK. in manchester obviously the one who made a of easy money,they sell those thing to get what they want easily. how do you describe a person who sell weed? not being sceptical but normally those peep who wearing hoody all the time, paki boy, or maybe black local who are the guys sell those things. but you cant judge them by their style. if you a stoner or used to be in the society, you know who are the dealers, sellers and buyer.

so

just because i wore my black hoodie,trainers and walked down the ally alone while listening to me music, you thought me a supplier? how harsh or should i took it as a compliment. what a statement?

get lost and be a stoner on your own.

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by the way foo fighters was superb, a fiver t shirt look so cool, super cool, went there alone tryin my luck if i could get in and yes how lucky am i, a man offered me to accompany him cuz his son cant come so i was there..around 4am arrived at home sitting all alone in my new lounge busy up my self and thinking of what next...

7 am

its 7 am in the morning, still i cant sleep.england won yesterday,but still lack of finishing tho 3-0 the scoreline.

redeco house still 60% left, might movin on to the second phase after i wake up if i could sleep.

i would love to sleep for the rest of the day, someone wake me up when sept start. im not so sure what am i feeling right now. its been so hard for me to sleep. was't because im waiting for someone or i just wanted to kill time.

whats next for me? how long can i stand? hope dangles on the string..

135

starting from 1st june till september 2008 bus number 135will loosing one loyal passenger. during that 3 months time, whenever i see 135 it will remind me of her. tonight will be my last ride on 135 service till she s back in town. oo gosh, why ist hard for me to let her go and say goodbye. why i can t be calm like the way i am before. why am i being so sensitive. and why cant i be relax and cool like i used to be.

oo gosh im lost...

tumbling

yesterday i saw the sun,
today i might see the rain,
because of me words im tumbling down into the river and the pain she felt feels through my veins. tho theres a fires burning in her still i can see beauty in her face.
i put you high in my life, admitting me fault is the hardest part in my life, she deserves to be sad, i deserve to be punished.

its hard to be perfect, but we learn from mistake.

that s why we still together happily
in the blue blue sky

thanks dear
life wouldnt be the same without you
and ill cry a river if you want too.
shows how meaning full..your love
to me

live in old trafford

born in america, a song writer, guitarist and a singer.


he was born to run


and im in tunnel of love

every day is V DAY.

a mug of coffee and a packet of crips.

daaa, another day gone. she is sleeping on her bed maybe dreaming of me, dreaming the day when we were together. it was fun when you were by my side. to accompanied me whenever i need some one to be with, a person that share all the passion with, the person that made me smile, the person that wipe out me tears when i cry. now i realise the defination of patience. thanks to GOD. i think i met the right women of me life...so far.

it might to early for me to say,but the chemistry between us...are so unbelievable.

i hope the feeling will continue as long it would be and it will be grow fonder day by day. she might be young, she might be fragile, she might be naive but for me the way she treat me and the way she brought her self in my life comfortably really made me feel so lucky.

so what next?

ill blow my trumpet onto the air whenever i haf 5 k pound sterling and the day will come. lets pray for it and hopefully the end will be like what i wanted too..

I LOVE U SO MUCH MISS siti s***h amran..
from under the sea i see the pressure..

redemption

emancipate yourselves from mental slavery
none but ourselves can free our mind

if u do ask me?

bloody hell!! i couldnt believe it.. tho our motto this year is believe 2008. what can i say more,even my girlfriend stood up by me side and hugged me.slowly she whispered to me ears, tonight is the night that you will never forget. your team won the champions league and im by yourside. make sure you tell our children in future that we were there in the city, in the MEN arena, where all the UNITED true red army UNITED together.



it made me think for a sec and quickly i answered to her..hunny definately you gonna be my wife sooner or later, and you already part of it. i love you like i do love for united. ...sounds a bit weird, i love u more hunny, but for sure u could understand me anyway, how passionate me to UNITED.


speechless blogging later...

sugar coated buttered up life

run you silly boy


yesterday wasnt my day, today might be slightly different, tomorrow i might be dead. clock ticking away and every single sec past away just like that KABOM! anything change still the same. sitting alone in this tiny small room what so called a living room cum kitchen. spent 24hours in it however thankful to me mates for allowing me to stay for a short period at least and maybe the coming months im so gonna be one of them as well. its quit bright outside but the weather kind a chill me down and slowly i covered me self with my blue sleeping bag just to keep me down...

shit

i need to get out of my self, at least get out from the cage. its been a while i never spend my good ample time alone. love to be all alone at least i could figure out wht to do tomorrow or even better the day after tomorrow. the reds gonna play the blue tomorrow and hopefully the magic of the young portugese and the never say die argentinian and korean could lift up the team into glory. i am here.. to support the team that i support since i ve been introduced to the english football. proudly saying im not a fooking glory hunter like what people used to say to me, i am pure, i am fanatic, i am lunatic, i am truly footy lover that only adore the red the only team in the world. the determination of the team, the players including all the staff ( i could say im part of it consider my self cuz i work for them) to make changes and start to make the different really got into and not forgetting their historics part. whenever we achieved what we aim for, the feeling is so irresistable.. i could say its much more better than sex. its like an orgasm tho im still a virgin,where i guess so..



alot of bla bla bla here and there, you guys know which team do i mentioned all about.

yet, i tasted the bitter of life and i had enuff of it and when can i taste the sweetness of licorice...

life is so pathetic...how could i wish if one day a royalmail man knock up the door and sent me an invitation letter from any MN FOOKING C company wanted me join and work for them..

sorted

life as a talib boys

woke up at 6 am, just to make sure i can be the first one to enter the bathroom so that i could arrive school before the bell ring. at least 1o min before half 7, i had my brew and my early breakfast..as a dessert two sticks of cig.how i miss those moment.

uni days
life were not the same as above neither below.

worked
sucks and tired. doomed!!!!

life after death
heaven

aint it beautiful. color it your self. i slept for the whole day. wasted!! and fucked it. what to do for tomorrow..tomorrow is just another day. snoring and whispering to me self while sleeping. didnt recall what did she said to me ...

people come people go..

life is like a packet of sugar, a bottle of mustard, a bottle of pepper, a bottle of ketchup and a bottle of vinegar. its so obvious that chips, fries or steak needed. if we want to taste the real meaning of life a bucket of bad, good , worst experience needed. life is like a roller coaster like what she used to say to me. but live the life to the max so that we can be more mature to face it in the future.

politic is the last place for you to be get into if you want a normal decent life. it will complicated your life tho u might be seen super happy rich person driving a Cadillac in Sunday morning with an open roof top.but for real they just wont stop begging to god for a real happiness and so it is.

im 26 and still searching for the real meaning of life. don't look back keep on sailing...


searching the meaning of life......



transporting my self into the highway, searching the fastest and shortest way to my destination tho its still blurry...

fuck it

im not good in writing when i want to express my feeling. actually i got nothing to write about. life in UK remain the same. my current status still a jobless. i ve been to 30 like interviews so far still no success. what is masters degree to you if u aint got a job. i dunno what to do..my good mate comin end of this month. so it might help me to keep on stayin here in manchester..need more extra money. so far so good..she might be leavin in 12 days...we ll see how long can i stay here without her by my side...

leavin on a jet plane

im fuck..so fuck it!!!

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think twice