BN

Tan Sri Isa Samad won seat ADUN Batang Pinang. From my point of view, Tan Sri is a good leader with a bad reputation. but people now days do not care who is he its just the matter of BN. PAS does not relevant anymore, same goes to PKR and DAP. They do not have any reason on why they joined Pakatan Rakyat. the main reason behind all of this just because they want BN keep on loosing.

for me PKR will never be my Govt.

1Malaysia is simple and everyone willing to accept that.

5kg

biggest looser finale'

i cant imagine how that guy managed to loose half of his body weight and turned to be a HUNK. wohooo..if he can do that im sure i can.

i want to loose weight!!i cant stand it anymore. i felt so heavy whenever i walk. felt like this belly distracted others people view.

only GOD

sabtu 9/10/10 : somewhere only we know

ab: b, jom kahwin.

b: .....

ab: asal awak tak nak jawab haaaaaaa

b:...hmmm

ab: b jom ah kawin.....jom ah b...tak tahan ni...awak tgk sini, (sambil memegang pipi b)..ab ab dah tua ok..ab nak kahwin..awak nak tak nak besok kena kahwin gak

b: hmmmmm

ab: bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.......jom ahhh kahwin(melutut merayu.)

b: sambil berfikir?........................

PERSOALAN NYA:

apakah yang akan dijawab oleh b kepada ab? masih adakah cinta antara mereka berdua? sejauh mana kisah cinta mereka?

..........

saksikan lah pada

10.10.10..

raya

im bored in the office

luckily i blogspot still not forbidden in the office network. i can count with my barely fingers number of cars in the parking lot.

what is the purpose of me coming to the office today?what is the purpose of me spending hours infront of the pc doing nothing? i should spent my day on my bed playing games.

so on sunday kita sambut hari raya. after three years sambut raya kat luar negara, at last dapat gak aku celebrate makan lemang, ketupat and rendang, plus sambal tumis ikan bilis bersulam kan pulut kuning. sedap wey.for instance i think, balik PILAH tak this year?

somebody call my mum mum mum mum

ok selamat hari raya

feel tiny and almost disappear

what?
where?
who?
why?
what ever

speak out loud to everyone....

experience | helpless |

i just cant deny it that some people doesnt know the meaning of patient. they only want to know the end result now by not knowing the best that might get in the process of getting it. it might take some times. you cant simply get the end result just like blinking your eyes and then everything gonna turn like what you want. patient, experiencing, work hard and work smart are the process for success.

i know people might think with my qualification i should be one of the high income earner. i should become a manager or senior exect in a company. not a consultant for a politician who pay you a small amount of money for your salary. i agreed that most of my friends are in the category of high income earner, but are they happy with their job, which they have to spent 8 hours in the office and spent most of their time infront of the computer. pressure from the top level of management, pressure with the current economy. if they pay you for example 4k every single month but you not enjoying your job, do you think it can satisfied you.

for me, all of my colleague trust in me. they know that i can be a good marketer consultant for the company. even DNA also trust on my decision making. im not saying that im good, but i love to meet people, i love to travel, i love to meet new people and i know i can work together with any type of peoples. we shared our knowledge, experienced and try to get the best result together for everyone.

so stop asking me what are the benefits if i continuously working for them. one big simple reason. two big projects are in my hand hopefully it will run smoothly and its me, yes im the person who responsible for it. no matter what, im goin to finish the job that been given by THE GOVERNMENT. if its not me, who else going to help those people who crying for help from me for the past two weeks. IM A MALAY, so its my job to help those helpless MALAYS.

if you in the system, you will know EVERYTHING.

pagi petang aku makan

life as a student lagi best. tak payah nak pikir pasal duit, tak yah nak pikir pasal kerje, tak yah pikir pasal nak cari kerje. how i miss life as a student.

ni dah habis blajar, kerje pon tara. apa gua nak bikin pon gua tk tau. sangap dah tahap dewa dah ni. hari hari buat benda sama. kemas rumah, kemas bilik, kemas almari, kemas luar rumah, kemas diri. sangap wey. pergi sana pergi sini, buang masa sana sini, still gak aku sangap.

benda kat malaysia pon dah makin lama makin mahal. semua barang pon dah naik. takde apa yang turun kecuali dollah badawi jer ah dah turun takhta. naik plak mamat st.john ni plak yang jadi ketua.ntah lah aku pon tk tau.

duit dah takder. duit emergency pon tinggal baper jer sangat. skarang dah tgh bulan april, kerje pon tak pat lagi. mak bapak aku dah takder duit. tinggal adik aku jer ah yang kerje yang boleh kasik skit duit. dah macam kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang.

kawan kawan semua dah kahwin. yang dapat anak pon dah ada. aku ni bila lagi. haihh..lek lek tak leh pikir lagi wey, duit pon tara. nak bagi anak bini aku makan apa. makan pasir. hutang mak bapak aku pon aku tak bayar lagi. apa saja nak jadi ngan aku ni. bila lah aku boleh jadi org yang berguna utk kluarga.

kawan kawan aku yang banyak duit plak, tak tau nak pakai duit utk apa. bazir sana sini, tapi apa nak buat, duit dorang biar kan lah. bukan susah kan aku pon. nak beli itu lah beli inilah, nak pergi sna lah , pergi sinilah. murah plak rezeki dorang tu. rezeki aku ni asyik mahal jer. dari dulu sampai sekarang, bab nak cari kerje halal jer mesti susah..kalo bab kerje haram tu senang jer aku boleh dapat. ni yang aku lemah ni.

zaman sekarang ni kalau ade duit, jimat jimat ah. masuk asb ker, masuk simpanan ker kasik dia beranak. simpan simpan ah duit tu. lain lah kalo ko tu ahli keparat yang keep on makan duit org lain or kau ni artis boleh lah ko membazir

. jadi artis paling senang. buat show sana sini, melalak sana sini, belakon sana sini terus dapat duit banyak. aku nak daftar diri jadi pelakon ah.mana ah tau aku ni ada bakat. hahaha..konfem bapak aku marah aku later on.

tapi takper..takder duit pon perut aku tetap besar dan senang macam org yang banyak duit. yelah. kalo dah pagi makan, tgh hari makan, petang makan, malam makan, tgh malam makan..
kira nyer, org yang tak berduit ah perut dorang paling buncit. sebab dorang dah tak leh nak buat apa lagi. nak jalan tak leh, nak shopping tak leh, nak hidup mewah tak leh..end up beli makanan and makan sampai kenyang. tak percaya tengok lah discovery channel, negara susah, budak budak kecik dia semua nyer buncit buncit....

ash..hilang dalam engkau

lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And youre far away, but you are always on my mind

I feel like Im on fire, nothing I can do
Im troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And its times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, Im dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, Im dying to speak to you.

Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I cant think straight, because its tearing up my mind

I feel like Im on fire, nothing I can do
Im troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And its times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through

The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And youre far away, but you are always on my mind

You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

rapid KL

i decided to take a bus tour in KL.

me end up lost out of nowhere. the bus system in KL getting better but its a new experienced for me. most the busses have a smooth route system between places in kuala lumpur. meaning its easy for you to travel around. but the shittiest part for me was, i didnt know the numbers and also the route.

instead of going back home, i took a wrong number and end up at kl sentral..what the hack.luckily you only have to pay RM 2 for the whole journey. why am i lost in my own city a bit shame of me self. the air conditioner in the busses were great. full blast!!!

and the worst part, too many foreigners in the bus. felt like im part of them.

im bored to death. havent found a job yet. staring at this four walls again and again in my small tiny lovely room. been thinking too much lately like how am i goin to survive in this country without doing nothing. been to two interviews so far but still havent heard from them. maybe im too demanding when it comes to salary wise.

thinking of going to OASIS concert in SINGAPORE next week, but if i go i wouldnt have enuff money to keep on living.. where can i get some ringgit malaysia..at least when im in manchester i still can work with NING. .

money money money...no money cant happy..no money no marry..no money no glory.

UNITED is going down, going down, going down..ive been listening to that chant for two weeks and i hate it. feel like kicking someone ass..

in FERGIE we believe..UNITED IS THE TEAM FOR ME..UNITED TILL I DIE

oo gosh..i miss NING.must be kidding. i miss the peoples there, miss the foods, not really actually but the ambiance. i am pleasant to be back here in my country, but im bored doing nothing here, everyone seems busy with their own things.except azmo who still searching and sorting his life up. i even told ma mum today that im bored and im thinking of going back to manchester if i still havent got a job.

suddenly i received a phone call from FAMACO..yeah tomorrow gonna be my second interview. hopefully i do well. i think i can, but dont be too confident.

as soon as i get a job, next thing is register myself with the chartered institution of marketing. i already checked things up and i found out that i only have to take two exams and a year of probationary then ill get my chartered.CIMA..wohooo another title.

i am so excited and i cant wait for tomorrow.. started dreaming of buying my own house.HAHAHA..

BCK

back to the real world. safely reached home. arrived in KLIA it feel so awkward. i still couldnt believe that im back for good. the same old peeps picked me up at the airport. straight to hartamas and had a malaysian delight cuisine..but my heart keep on thinking about sarah. i started to miss her minute by minute. i cant imagine how life gonna be without her by my side.

kl. again loads of changes, more new highway, more cars and more people. the ha tic, the weather and noises, shoot man im gonna stuck back in the reality world.

and yet by tomorrow i need to submit my resume' to the peoples..

oo ...perhentian island and phuket im coming....im so gonna be tanned.

YES YOU

S.A.R.A.H.

thank you for walking together with me. please walk with me till the end of the road. NOKTAH..

space

ooo what u do on saturday night...

i miss football, i miss man utd. its been a while i havent been to the stadium. used to be part of the team. the winning team. but since i joined ning team, i have to sacrifice my footy for the restaurant. my friends, my ex supervisor, my red cafe team keep on messaging me asking when am i coming back to the red cafe...i just ignored those text cuz to be honest i didnt know what should i tell them. they said, there gonna be a road trip next week for the red caf staff, but im not been invited cuz ive been missing so many matches. i miss playing footie. arghh shittie shait..

my day come and go just like that. but everything gonna be alright once i arrived in MALAYSIA. hopefully

drama KING

drama

im a drama king. what made me such a drama boy, cuz i love watching movies, drama, episode series preferably all those from my fellow asian countries. indo, korean, jap, and even malaysian. but im a bit choosy when it comes to malaysian movies or drama. i hate the reality of watching rosyam noor, d boy, or fared kamil, fasha sanda and the gang in the film nor dramas.there were lame. stereotype. i would prefer something that are more adventurous and movies that Malaysians haven't explore yet. astro did make some of my quality of standard movies compare to the rest. if drama, most of the cerekarama slot from tv3 are still the best. 8tv also not bad.

how on earth i still manage to watch all of these dramas. thank you to flatmate, fared. he is the taiko of download. anything that you wanna watch from a to z he would never disappointed you.

the new comer in malaysia that i really adore.. scha al yahya...new comer,all the way from northern part of malaysia KEDAH. brilliant, natural and coolness.. the mystic of cheryl samad, the elegant of vanida imran, and not forgotten sharifah amani...you woman are superb...

RAA FOR MALAYSIA

still a long long way to go. the beginning of the end. open a new chapter of my life in my own country. to be honest i cant wait till the moment i step into the plane and say goodbye to the place that i call my world. back to reality, and i have to start it all over again.

and this time its gonna be for real. i know what i want, i know my priorities, set my goals and gear up full throttle to the max..for me, for my family and for my parents. i know it.

for you AB AB, all the moment when we were together im so gonna cherish it in my small brain and waiting patiently for you to comeback and we can starts to planning for our big day.the big day when you and me gonna be together forever. SAH!!

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today

i just realised that my stomach getting bigger day by day. damn man, its a bit shame cuz i used, yes used to have six pack and never be ashamed of taking my clothes off. i watched the youtube,and searching for kiss bown.. oo no wonder AB AB felt so aroused when that guy took off his shirt. damn man six pack. however he doesn't have the package...not handsome, bald black guy trying to be cool like me. SO, when i look into the mirror, my other half told me that i got the package..i decided to join my own fitness first and start doin the 'abdomen' exercise. CIK ARA, u give me 6 months, and later when i pick u up at the airport u gonna see me wearing white tight singlet with a six pack on my body..believe me...then u gonna melt seeing my new body..hahha.and this time also its for real.


last few days.

AB AB and me had a great great time together. a bit of me and a bit of her, here and there. we were in our own world together. i cooked for her, she cooked for me..how sweet. yes my AB AB, she is one of a kind. i cant never describe her in one word. to many to tell. been to relationship so many times, with so many girls and i still until today i cant compare AB AB with anyone else. actually i never compared her to anyone tho. what type of a girl she is.. wordless. a bit of everything. AB AB you are the best that i ever had. so get ready k, once i got the job, have the money, u get ready jer lah..

future

what i want to be..yes i want to be the next next MALAYSIA PRIME MINISTER. maybe its too late for me, but that is what i want to be since i was a small kid. politic is in my blood and also in my family. i want to be a leader. born to be a leader. always..

for a start, i choose to be a lecturer, gain experience and knowledge, become somebody, be a wise man, then get involved in politics. a good speaker has to be wise, cool, popular, confident and the most important thing..THE BRAIN.

i love my country, i love my peoples, i love my self and my family, and i love my religion and my race. 'MELAYU TAK AKAN HILANG DI DUNIA' quoted by HANG TUAH.