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lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And youre far away, but you are always on my mind

I feel like Im on fire, nothing I can do
Im troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And its times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, Im dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, Im dying to speak to you.

Staring at the wall, I sink inside
I think about it all, I get caught up in my life
I cant think straight, because its tearing up my mind

I feel like Im on fire, nothing I can do
Im troubled with doubt, though I know it is not true

And its times like these when I am dying to speak to you
Dying to get through, dying to get through

The more that I think how I need you
The more that I think, the more it seems true
And now it means more that I ever meant it to
Ever meant it to

Lying wide awake under strange skies
Wanting to call you, but it is late at night
And youre far away, but you are always on my mind

You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

rapid KL

i decided to take a bus tour in KL.

me end up lost out of nowhere. the bus system in KL getting better but its a new experienced for me. most the busses have a smooth route system between places in kuala lumpur. meaning its easy for you to travel around. but the shittiest part for me was, i didnt know the numbers and also the route.

instead of going back home, i took a wrong number and end up at kl sentral..what the hack.luckily you only have to pay RM 2 for the whole journey. why am i lost in my own city a bit shame of me self. the air conditioner in the busses were great. full blast!!!

and the worst part, too many foreigners in the bus. felt like im part of them.

im bored to death. havent found a job yet. staring at this four walls again and again in my small tiny lovely room. been thinking too much lately like how am i goin to survive in this country without doing nothing. been to two interviews so far but still havent heard from them. maybe im too demanding when it comes to salary wise.

thinking of going to OASIS concert in SINGAPORE next week, but if i go i wouldnt have enuff money to keep on living.. where can i get some ringgit malaysia..at least when im in manchester i still can work with NING. .

money money money...no money cant happy..no money no marry..no money no glory.

UNITED is going down, going down, going down..ive been listening to that chant for two weeks and i hate it. feel like kicking someone ass..

in FERGIE we believe..UNITED IS THE TEAM FOR ME..UNITED TILL I DIE

oo gosh..i miss NING.must be kidding. i miss the peoples there, miss the foods, not really actually but the ambiance. i am pleasant to be back here in my country, but im bored doing nothing here, everyone seems busy with their own things.except azmo who still searching and sorting his life up. i even told ma mum today that im bored and im thinking of going back to manchester if i still havent got a job.

suddenly i received a phone call from FAMACO..yeah tomorrow gonna be my second interview. hopefully i do well. i think i can, but dont be too confident.

as soon as i get a job, next thing is register myself with the chartered institution of marketing. i already checked things up and i found out that i only have to take two exams and a year of probationary then ill get my chartered.CIMA..wohooo another title.

i am so excited and i cant wait for tomorrow.. started dreaming of buying my own house.HAHAHA..

BCK

back to the real world. safely reached home. arrived in KLIA it feel so awkward. i still couldnt believe that im back for good. the same old peeps picked me up at the airport. straight to hartamas and had a malaysian delight cuisine..but my heart keep on thinking about sarah. i started to miss her minute by minute. i cant imagine how life gonna be without her by my side.

kl. again loads of changes, more new highway, more cars and more people. the ha tic, the weather and noises, shoot man im gonna stuck back in the reality world.

and yet by tomorrow i need to submit my resume' to the peoples..

oo ...perhentian island and phuket im coming....im so gonna be tanned.