RAA FOR MALAYSIA

still a long long way to go. the beginning of the end. open a new chapter of my life in my own country. to be honest i cant wait till the moment i step into the plane and say goodbye to the place that i call my world. back to reality, and i have to start it all over again.

and this time its gonna be for real. i know what i want, i know my priorities, set my goals and gear up full throttle to the max..for me, for my family and for my parents. i know it.

for you AB AB, all the moment when we were together im so gonna cherish it in my small brain and waiting patiently for you to comeback and we can starts to planning for our big day.the big day when you and me gonna be together forever. SAH!!

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today

i just realised that my stomach getting bigger day by day. damn man, its a bit shame cuz i used, yes used to have six pack and never be ashamed of taking my clothes off. i watched the youtube,and searching for kiss bown.. oo no wonder AB AB felt so aroused when that guy took off his shirt. damn man six pack. however he doesn't have the package...not handsome, bald black guy trying to be cool like me. SO, when i look into the mirror, my other half told me that i got the package..i decided to join my own fitness first and start doin the 'abdomen' exercise. CIK ARA, u give me 6 months, and later when i pick u up at the airport u gonna see me wearing white tight singlet with a six pack on my body..believe me...then u gonna melt seeing my new body..hahha.and this time also its for real.


last few days.

AB AB and me had a great great time together. a bit of me and a bit of her, here and there. we were in our own world together. i cooked for her, she cooked for me..how sweet. yes my AB AB, she is one of a kind. i cant never describe her in one word. to many to tell. been to relationship so many times, with so many girls and i still until today i cant compare AB AB with anyone else. actually i never compared her to anyone tho. what type of a girl she is.. wordless. a bit of everything. AB AB you are the best that i ever had. so get ready k, once i got the job, have the money, u get ready jer lah..

future

what i want to be..yes i want to be the next next MALAYSIA PRIME MINISTER. maybe its too late for me, but that is what i want to be since i was a small kid. politic is in my blood and also in my family. i want to be a leader. born to be a leader. always..

for a start, i choose to be a lecturer, gain experience and knowledge, become somebody, be a wise man, then get involved in politics. a good speaker has to be wise, cool, popular, confident and the most important thing..THE BRAIN.

i love my country, i love my peoples, i love my self and my family, and i love my religion and my race. 'MELAYU TAK AKAN HILANG DI DUNIA' quoted by HANG TUAH.